INDOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~

im going back to indo tmr.. shud i smile or frown? i dunno..
i got good news n bad news..
but bad news conquer the good news.
im sad. i dun wanna lose the one i love so much.. to b so far apart.. why has it have to b like this.
im so happy being with the one tht means alot to me. well.. life like this.

im pretty excited im going back. i miss my house. my sis n bro. i miss the dog. i miss driving. many2 more:D
and i miss shopping.. n ill b heading to china,.. yea of coz im happy abt it.. i wanna shop alot. i wanna shop
for xmas pressies.. theres alot of names in my list hehehe:D

well its holidays..b4 my sch start i wanna enjoy day in day out. i dun wanna think abt anything else. i juz wanna
have fun.

my new yr resolution will b simple.serious in my studies, n i wanna work, n i wanna save alot of money.
by the end of the yr, i wanna have my own holiday tour :D ALONE n nobody else. i wanna tok to strangers. i wanna
experience the feeling of a lost stranger. :D

i wanna b independent. guess i cannot always rely on my sis, nor my dad anymore. im alrdy 18 i have to stand on
my own 2 feet. i dun wanna b spoonfed all the time :D i know im capable, not disabled.i will make my dreams come true
n oh another thing, i will lose wt n stay healthy :)

hehehehe well well tmr im flying back WEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! at times im happy at times i dislike it
being in indo theres pros n cons. its kinda boring there. coz my siss working my bro n dad too
left with my 2nd sis n younger bro n mom.what can we do man.
n i will miss my frends in s'pore n i will miss churchies n the church itself.
i will miss service..SIGHS.

aw well, as i typed this is my holidays b4 sch start i wanna enjoy my hearts out:D
by right i shud b happy :)

n yes i am happy..! CHEERS! MERRRRYYYYY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE GUYS :D