I was just reading a blog juz now, and upsets me. :(
i cant rly say what it is.. just makes me sad..
like a sudden blow... and it breaks my heart so..

I can never imagine losing the one i love so much, in a bling of an eye. And i never thought of losing tht person. Now, it's a different kind of situation. It's not bcoz of those stupid "feelings no longer there or feelings faded. or it's gone to someone else".

It's so saddening.. :(
The girl loves him with all her heart.. and she's given everything to him. They're happy together, and actually everything was alrgiht. The relationship was smooth, n of course with obstacles here n there... she's thankful for him, and she will never wanna leave him. She will never wanna lose him. she just wanna b with him, n theres no one else can replace him. She's never felt so happy before. he's given her everything she'd ever wanted. Her true meaning of life.

And one day something so wrong just happened. She's never wished for, hoped for, dreamt of, imagine, though... It's the very very last thing on her mind. Life wasn't tht beautiful afterall. It's nth like those fairytales.. It's nth like that.

It contradicts the fact that the future is in our hand, and tht we can choose our own destiny.. Now tht this happened to her, despite tht she'd chosen her destiny n take her step for her future.. everything just fall apart.. Without any warning, nor signs.. A future she ccant predict, a destiny she cant choose.