i used to hate myself as much as those whom i reall hate. people who treated me like a fool, n those who's been harsh to me.

as many other people who can change, im just being ordinary. i changed too. i dont hate myself anymore. i begin to enjoy life, loving myself juz the way i am. i know im imperfect n its impossible for me to be one. ive accepted the fact for quite sometimes. im contented with what i already have. and what i dont, im thankful abt it. there might just b a right reason for all of that.

the things tht has happened i dont wanna b sad abt them, i wanna b joyful abt it coz it's over n tht i've clearly face them all. just like those in the games, i have to face different problems in each level of life. until now every year i face different problems as i get older i'll face deeper ones. and each time i manage to solve the problems, ill b taken to the next level. and im prepared to face new challenge.

the only thing tht's different with the game of life n tht to the arcade is, life's free. u wont run out of coin. there's only buttons to choose "continue / game over" . no matter how tough the problem may seemed, if i continue, i know somehow ill find the solution. i wont want my game to b over before the right times come.

it was silly of me to even thot of ending my game earlier on. when it's all cool n interesting. :)
i've learnt the innermost idea of life. i've changed to love it as im begining to get familiar with this game. as long as theres a continue button available for me, i will never choose to end it.

The challenger r nt easy.. evolving many things...including people... but people is nt so much of a problem, coz they have their own game.. :) they will get tired playing mine n eventually get lost forever... for 18 years i've encountered many.. within this short period of time... people r juz meant to b nosey i guess... they love to peek at other's game monitor.. without realising tht their game is falling apart..

:)