Yeap, i now agree theres a danger in loving somebody too much.
But love is blind what can u do abt it?
no choice, i cant guard my feelings when it comes to love?
i do overreact on things concerning this.
i'll go mad, over-worried, and its annoying, i know.
but i cant help myself, im helpless .
such an annoying brat i've been.
it's a no wonder im such a failure in love.

well im sorry to u, for all the mistakes i've made,
worries i caused u
and also to upset u at times.
I didn't mean all that, but sometimes they do happen.
Aw well. i just hope things will go smooth.

sighs, im caught in too much assignments, i can go insane coz of them.
i can just go moody thinking of them.
so stressed.
i know theres more to come, im actually preparing myself so well.
life is so unfair..i dont know why.
tho it;s beautiful, still its so unfair.. sometimes i still ghate my life so much that i feel like ending it.I cant face facts n reality and i cant cope with the stress im having. Im still having bad headache, like often... sighs, GODDDDDDDDDD take me away la pls -.-

y cant i just have a simple normal lifestyle, in a happy neighbourhood, with happy people and of coz him, my loved one... T_T ohhh nasib