Deliverance..
I still cant believe about
the experience i had. it was far beyond my expectation and imagination...
at least what happened to me..
to even scream, was the very last thing i had on my mind b4 it all happen..

it was uncontrollable-obvious. everyone had that excpet for some.. very few though. it was like a living hell... the scream, sreech, vvomiting and coughing.. truely a nightmare..

but the feeling was great.. i was so tired, yet i was happy. i feel so good..and happy, and everyone looks beautiful and handsome.. even the one i used to hate *sry * but u're truely prettu today =)

i saw a picture while i closed my eyes, my mom smiling warmly at me.. I love u so much mom. i wish i can tell u this.. face to face, eyeballs to eyeballs... I really wanna tell u how much i miss u, ur hugs and ur tenderness.. how sorry i was for cursing u..and other bad things i did that upset u.. I'm just sad seeing us apart like this.. acting like a stranger under the same roof..

I miss ur hug that u gave 12 years ago. i forgot how issit like to be kissed by u, protected and pampered.. all i ask and pray for is our renewed relationship as a daughter and mom. i wanna b close to u, attached to u and feel warmth from u, and at the same time showing u my care..

one day i know im gonna tell u i love u so much.. and b4 its too late, ill make sure it come to past. =) u're the best mom on this whole wide world.

heh Mike Conell was one super annointed man. The impact was so tremendous. tho i admit i dozed off for awhile earlier on, i cant help it i was tooooooooooo SLEEPY. HOOHOO but still he's COOL!

ok ruben morgan too was good.. so niceeeee >< lovely manly voice, lol~ eee~ ok thats it..
today was totally my day :D =) and it's 29 07 06.. who knows what it might be.. ^^


aight sleep noww ..~ ^^ ssim uoy!!!!