I admit i do write nonsense when i feel right down below.
when i feel so lost n empty n lonely n ure not there.

i wrote single is the best, last time yes i did agree to this, not now.
tht day i was so mad, and so angry and i dont know just going nuts, n i wrote that.
u shud really understand i dont mean whatever i said.
it's just emotions going over me..
i just hope u'd understand me..

there's nth much i wanna say, im happy being with u,im happy all the way till now.
i mean 4 years of dreams n waiting... it cant b wrong, tht im feeling so happy beyond believe.
This is the best dream-come-true i ever had.
I cant ask for more u know.i'm totally fulfilled. the best thing in life is having tht someone u love so much loving u back just as much.

im sorry for the confusion...and the worries.. i din mean all that, honestly im telling u i din mean them.and now all im asking for is u to understand what im going thru.. those words are just written to make me feel better.. it's not the real me deep inside, u shud know.
u cant possibly suddenly just ending it all when u love tht someone so much and u cant bear to let go, neither to leave them. a love tht's so deep that the world seems to be just the 2 of us...

please im begging u dont b confused, i do believe u of course, sometiems its juz me cant control my emotions inside.. with all the worlkloads im having.. i hope u'd forgive me for those..im terribly sorry...