Yesterday i went for cellgroup and heard a super powerful sermant of jiayi's. i was blown away that i hardly react to her words... I was like... tht's so me... the same feelings i had while i was reading chicken soup.. and i cant deny i was belssed by it...

however i wasnt so happy yesterday cos my eyes were irritatingly painful. they were dry, and i cant stop blinking.. i must blink coz if i close it hurts if i open it hurts even more.. but thank God i still can absorb the sermant.. >.< and NOW my eyes are even worse... it swells... Yucks, got one big bulging out thing inside like its loaded with pu.ss....sick thing -.-"

Due to the unbearable pain , i went home str aft cell grp, aft eating.. I took a cab back with my sis..and quickly take of my lenses... felt much better aft tht, but still hurts. :( gah watever it is. i reached home, online for awhile, bathe then talked on the phone..then wrote my diary, then sleep =) xD and ohhh i had a funny dreammmmmmmmm!!!

the dream was related with the immigration thing.. Idunno, perhaps bcoz ive been going alot to the immigration? >< yes. i dreamt i went to the immigration toilet, and found a baby girl!!! she's like 2 yrs old or 3... shes chubby and SUPER ADORABLE..she's got fair skin.... and she's very gebtle... shes got round smooth face which shine. she smiles alot..and her hair is dark very dark and curls.So i found her abandoned in the toilet.... and she's right there standing infronta my cubical... and i fell in love at first sight... i carried her around... finding for her parents, and actually i found them coz her brother shouted her name... but the parents ran away!! i ran to chase them and asked... and they said they din want her anymore, and thus did tht to her... SAD EH? i felt so disgusted by the parents aft tht, but i love the girl too much and actually brought her around.. trying to find a solution.. and then i went back to the toilet where i first found her... by then she and i were so close... and actually i cant bear to let her go... I bouhgt a shirt for her at tht time coz hers was dirty..it was green tube, and it suits her nicely.

Anyway, i used the toilet and asked her to wait outside my cubical~ after i finished using the toilet, i went out and didnt see her anywhere.. i went panicked... i saw the shirt i bought for her there.. JUST the shirt... but not her.. i cried.... i thought her mom took her back or something... And the funny thing is that... I was no longer at the immigration the moment i stepped out of the toilet.. it changed like the house i have in jakarta, but a lil bit bigger... GAH!!! dreams* ok back, and then there were alot of dogs.... cause my aunt really do have alot in indo.. anyhow, i took the green tube of hers and ran around looking for her crying... I called her baby cause i have no clue what her name was... I ran and keep calling babyyyyy and screaming WHERE ARE U?!?!?! i really missed her..missed her small lil fingers that clutch onto mine.... i missed her smile when i talked toher and her smell. the nice baby smell... I miss her soft curly hair and her sparkling eyes that stares into mine... i was sttill searching i cant find her at all.. And there was a lot of dogs there, tho it's exaggerated.. my aunt dont have as many,, in my dreams there was siberean husky, german speherd, 2 pugs and a bulldog, 2 rottweiler and a golden retriver and 3 pomeranians.. LOL! alot eh.. ok anyway i asked the dogs to smell her shirt..asking them to help me find... AFTER that the dogs can suddenly TALK TO ME and so can i talk to them..the siberian husky said " OHHH i know this smelll!! " and the german s. said " I think i can find it for u .. " and after this the phone rang.. Snapped back to reality, i woke up and picked up the phone..and then fell asleep again.. but the dream cant b continued.. SAD :( it was such a COOL DREAM!