I think... i made the biggest mistake... To try to please everyone... Try so hard... Well its nt a mistake from one point of view.. but from another it is, coz im nt perfect n i shudnt expect the whole world to like me, as who i am!

i used to think tht im the worst. nth n absolutely nobody likes me , n tht im better off alone n dead. i used to pity myself for this and thinking tht the whole world will b happy if im dead. dumb.

i get out of tht mindset. but sometimes i feel like tht again. sad. i still feel like im the worst n i need to improve myself to rly rly rly impress people arnd me.

its tiring, so forget it. ill stay juz the way i am, and if i know theres something wrong in me tht i have to improve, i will improve myself. and if he/she doesnt like me, I DUN CARE LA. go and mind ur own monkeybusiness..dun like me then get lost. k. simple...

aw well Good eh, rashid said pass up next week for my pointilism drawing..Thank God.
and so i have to finish my seashell! i must. Hmmm ok thts it..

im feeling disapointed coz of some stuff. bt its ok now, i dun care anymore. :)
im well , fine, doing great! <3