I can cope better now with my schworks, but still stress coz of the loads tht seems so endless.

Im going crazy, i guess most of the time im stumbling and dying n begging for more time to complete a work. sad case isnt it? but well yea after the planning an all at least i can manage my time better... suddenly i feel tht entering this sch is so wrong for me. But on the other hand im glad tht im in. Ok im totally confused. Sometimes i got so sick n tired i feel like quiting n giving it all up. But i dont think its worth it since ive sacrificed so much.. Time Money effort especially sleeps. If i give up, it will all go to waste. SO i think its better if i continue. At least i'll get an outcome out of my sacrifices. And above all tht, ill get my satisfaction.

alright ive to go to sch for my 3d class-clay project. It sucks-believe me. I hate pinching those clay. its hard... it's sticky..its HEAVY! tatata and etc. But yea pretty fun. Juznow we did Monoprinting for salleh's class. its SUPER DIRTY!
Paint everywhere... and have to "soak" both of my hands into pool of turpentine. DISGUSTINGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!! why? coz turpentine smells. And it's oily . and its warm...juz feel sick la. then keep using scrub(Orange Fast hand soap) from sch.. IT HURTS! :(

but i love the prints. Mayb ill show some pics of it when they're dried. HEE HEE. i love the creepy effect. Ill b doing tht more i guess for bday cards... i rly think tis cool! ^^

SIGHS i hate rashid. I hate his class.. the most difficult of all.
I have to finish my detail drawing(seashell) by tmr. N its like 1/4 done? Damn.
I told him juz now i rlly cant finish ...N Most of us haven finish the whole CLASS!
he Said " Class canot, tmr submit, deadline. Juz submit whatever uve got" YEA RIGHT. -.-" okay then ill juz give him my piez of junk , take it i dont want it anyway. !

aight its clay time :'( *CIAO*