sighs... my mom and aunt and my younger brother had all gone back to jakarta... this house is once again empty... my sis went to malaysia.. and most of the time im home alone... You know at first im glad my mom's not around anymore.. i have my freedom... Now i take back my words... i miss them... especially my younger brother.. though very annoying he might be... still i miss him alot.. he can make me mad,angry for all he cares.. at the same time can makeme laugh my ass off... I totally miss his "jokes" one of which is.. (let me give u an example) :

-brother opens his palm infront of me and say , " Imagine.. imagine there's a coin on my palm... Imagine okay...?"
-And i will say, " okay! "
-Then my brother will close his palm and pull his hand back... and then show it up again like the first move and say , " GONE!!! "

well this is the stupidest lamest corniest 'magic' i've ever seen.. But it makes me laugh... ah.. how cute can he be.. SIGHS.. :(

to make things worse, the dentist just tighten my braces.. SUPER tight that it hurts... my teeth, theyr're all aching.. i can't eat.. Cause he said i can take them off very soon.. so he said it will be more tight now.. i said okay.... i didnt imagine it to be this pain...!! omg... :'( feels like the first time having them on... ARGHHHHHHH! Thank god it's out soon...

However, At the same time.. I'm very happy tooo! he he he i shall keep it as my secret though... Something happened.. that really makes me happy... it's more than anything i could ever ask for.. It's something very magicall... Something that i will never forget.. The love, the moment, the hapiness... <3