It's 12 55 am... and i can't sleep.. I tried to lie down on my bed and close my eyes.. but they shivered, forcing the lids to open.. it's almost as tho telling me " quit asking me to shut, i wanna open up" .. :( sighs... and sadly these few days i've been having unreasonable moodswings.. which totally sucked my blood... the mood was totally like the roller coaster.. I was happy and ALL OF A SUDDEN i was in no mood.. Moodless, expressionless, emotionless.. :( friends said its the PMS, but i thought i had mine for this month~ O' help me God..

well now, i think the pill i drank earlier causes the 'imsomnia' im having right now.. It's supposedly to be those 'lose weight' pills.. i know its bad.. but my sis bought it last time. well i did too, i finished mine.. and she's puting hers aside, i felt sad for the pills, so i'm trying to finish them.. my sis's dosage is much stronger than mine, im nt suppose to drink hers... and therefore i guess now im attacked by the side effects.. ( Imsomnia, heavy sweating, cold feet, constipation, and sweaty palm..) very intolerance effects huh.. but aw well, i have to tolerate them! >< even now im sweating...~

totally stayed at home on this rainy sunday.. my mom n aunt spent the day watching korean dvd.. Gosh, i cant watch mine even.. My trees of heaven!! OHHHH nvm ill go have my own marathon tmr or something... hmmm... everyones alseep now.. im all alone... I wish someone will just Poof up in my room now and talk to me, the whole night long.. :( most of my friends have sch tmr, so they're all asleep too ...SIGHS... :( *cao.