Soo i managed to get some sleep.. like 3 hours? Im feeling so tired.. bt i cant sleep! :(

Oh i came across this word few days ago "WHO ARE U TO JUDGE?" hehe, im sure those can b found in the bible.. or something.. it really catch my interest.. well it makes me think alot... it's true that almost everyone judge.. even i do judge.. and i call it " judging a book by it's cover" I can even judge ppl whom i don't know... BAD eh.. i guess most of us did that before... lets not talk abt judging... hmm Gossiping, badmouthing.. etc.. Mostly applicable to girls.. well i don't go against them but peeps, if you like to badmouth, dont get mad at people who badmouth u.. DONT CURSE THEM... see here goes the saying "treat ppl the way u wanna get treated".. I hate the fact that i badmouthed ppl alot... But eversince i dont know when, i read some books based on this topic.. and actually i cut down on this bad habit.. it's not hard... The book actually said " whenever u think bad abt others, immediately STOP and think of urself.. are u GOOD ENOUGH? " true enough, i stopped badmouthing since then.. I'm so imperfect and yet i dare to comment others..

But i cant deny the fact tht i still badmouth ppl, but only to my sis.. even that just a lil bit.. whenever i get pissed, I'll go to my sis and talk abt them... I just cant get rid of the habit totally.. but i guess it's better now...*sighs* humans... and oh... i suddenly remembered about the people i know... most of them... they r teenagers, and they're trying hard to improve their appearance by any chance.. Make-ups.. outfits, etc.. Not saying i dont use makeup at all, i too wanna improve my looks.. But i think some of them are trying too hard... As in, some of them look better with just simple make ups.. but they add up with thick eyelienrs.. Which actually make them look weird.. uglily attractive... perhaps they need a bigger mirror... or new specs..? Dohhhhhhhhhhh ~ they should really stop all this and be themselves more.. sighs ... i feel like telling them tht it looks bad, but ah.. nvm dont wish to spoil ny moods. nvm about that xD i should just pray for them..

lately i have a problem myself.. i really need to learn to b satisfied with what i have.. rather than complaining that i'm tOOooo imperfect.. but thinking abt it, i have perfect working hands n legs, eyes tht see, ears tht hear, and mouth tht talks.. i should be contented with tht... instead of asking for more... ARGHHHH but its hard!!! perhaps one day i should treat myself to the people with less fortunate than me.. T_T then mayb i will b thankful for ME.