When u have someone u love so much..
and u thought he loves u too.. but after sometimes his character doesnt show.. and feelings begin to get mixed up within u..

u begin to question urself..and wonder if it's for real or just another passerby.
used to have all the time to spend with you.. but it dies off with time.. he's got other important stuff and he just couldnt find time to spend it with u.
it wasnt that way at first.

not as warm as he used to.. neither as sweet.
but u know u love him so much, u dont wanna give up.. u wanna continue and hope one day he'd change.
but sometimes it he gets too far and u wanna give up. u dont think its going anywhere and its just a waste of time.. ure suffering inside. u wanna cry but he's not there to lend u any shoulder.. to hug u and tell u everythings okay, im here.

and by the time u realise it, u'll feel like a fool. u gave up everything to be there .but.. well.. u guess..

this is life.