in the end i decided to let go. i couldnt give a single shit no more. i dont know what the hell he wants or trying to. but if LD is so fkin hard for him then just stop. dont waste my time coz its precious. and so far dia blum kabar2in gw ma skali. lol jujur ajah smua kt2 dia bkin gw enek n ilfil.. lets just move on n live life as per normal.
i surely hope this is the best for us. now we've got nth to worry. i dont care what he does, even if he's with someone new, to hell with that. i dont give a shit. pikir lah bego2, dah tau LD susah, yet he wanted to go easy on the r/s. what a bullshit? of coz gw sbagai cewe tkt lah dia maenin gw.. emank dia ga tau apa rasanya? coba lah lu ada cewe yg lu syg bgt n dia ngm bgt? lol dr pertam amah jgn d jalanin. i made such a big mistakes.. dah let this be a lifee lesson. i've made up my mind, i wont have a LD r/s anymore.i swear. i used to think long distance itu gampang n possible. now i think otherwise. thx eh.

LOL NOW FREEDOM. for him n for me.. :D somehow gw lega... yah tc boy... have a good meaningful life :D we're through.. thx for everything. i learnt so much when i was with u.. thx for tht as well :)

anyway dah ga mo pusingin gituan lg, the show must go on. skrg gw lg sibuk bgt ma wedding koko gw yg bakal berlangsung bsk... OMG BSK n im so not ready.. lol pdhal gw bkn apa2 :P yah whatever tht is im happy for my bro n my sis in law :D

N NEXT so far my losing wt program lg doing very well! LOL ^^ senennnggggnyaa daku.... and i wont stop here :D i will keep going ampe gw jadi LANGSING. lol gila yeh? bodo dah ^^
dah ah mpe sgini dolo.cau!