lol so long since i blog....im bored so i blog again...nth much to say..my eldest sis came....pretty happy bt nt at all excited..no idea y~but yeah wadever it is im still happy to see her =)~
o lvl's coming...its stressing...i'll go mad in no time.loads of homeworks...tests and remedials driving me insane..everything's so hectic.i'm finding every single bit of time to slack..but it's hard.thank God its only for a year.oh yea now im crazy about danielle steel.she writes damn books..i love all her story except 'the cottage' coz i cant really understand it and it's damn thick..i think her best is 'the long road home' its very nice...
oh,i bought new bag!its lovely..i dont know what ppl say my sis dont really like it..but who cares?i love it!thinking back abt my eldest sis coming here..im nt so delighted.she got me rushing like mad dog..str frm sch i have to rush home and rush back to catch a movie with her..if i disagree she'll talk longer on the phone...damn i hate it when ppl talk so long im using hi card!so i juz agree..then i have to rush..she asked me not to bathe first..is she CRAZY?!anyway then now is early in the morning we're suppose to get our ass up and bathe and doll up and everything and get ready to go..Shit..dont she noe that weekends our slacking time?!tats wad i hate so much abt my eldest sis..she dominates.we the younger have to follow wad she say..and it sucks.and i think all eldest sis are like that.ARGH.
wadever i shall forget abt my sis juz pretend shes nt there..she talked to me like an adult whose never been a teenager b4 altho she said"i noe,ive been once a teenage like u"but it seems to me that she hasnt.same goes to my mom...i hate her..how hard i try to tell myself shes my mom n i have to respect her love her..bt i can only respect her without love..im sorry mom but u din open ur door to let me in.she dont like me i can tell it very much.to her im as good as dead.i have no idea y.bt well..shes still my mom anyway.
oh my sis applied for singnet and shes got some blue mini ipod.damn i hafta admit its darn cool,for the first time.after sometimes its nt that cool..but she loves it and shes been dreaming of it..so good for her..at least my dream does come true abt the ipod.im still struggling to lose weight.and im happy with the progress...ive been losing appetite no idea why..bt thats good~!:D and now im craving for rojak..bt dont intend to eat..okay tats it..-
